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Honestly idk what im doing anymore, I depend on fictional characters to fix my problems or like, ignore it my problems with spending time looking up fictional characters, which is bad. No that stranger things came out and one episode is left im not kidding, I feel so empty rn. Not because "aaaaa byler didn't kiss, nooo, they were supposed to kisss" no. I already feel empty it just hit me that, also happening after the first weird ass thing I saw on that damn app(fuck u tiktok), im really disappointed. Because no matter how much aware I am that I can't just do the show myself, those duffer brothers really fucked this shit up and im not kidding. Like, Will came out but at what cost? Just to refer to Mike, his life long bsf and crush as "Tammy" ??? Excuse me??? Theories show more than what we got and yes I feel stupid for getting g annoyed at a fictional show about monsters and a gay man in 80s. But I was waiting for these episodes, maybe hoped they would cheer me up but everything is empty rn. Call me stupid for getting over dumb stuff, but I genuinely don't know what I want to do in this life anymore. I don’t think it’ll depression, or it is, but my brain just shut off since last night.