Yesyesyes000

Idk why but I tear up whenever I think about my bsf like, i love her so much and like, we can't spend much time together because she's far away back at my home town, and im in uk like, anyways, thats it

Yesyesyes000

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!????? OH my yaoi, im turning 21 today! Or i am already but yes!

JPrince24

@ Yesyesyes000  happy birthday!!! 
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WhatAtinyWorld

@Yesyesyes000 AH!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ 21 years.... Dang
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Yesyesyes000

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Honestly idk what im doing anymore, I depend on fictional characters to fix my problems or like, ignore it my problems with spending time looking up fictional characters, which is bad. No that stranger things came out and one episode is left im not kidding, I feel so empty rn. Not because "aaaaa byler didn't kiss, nooo, they were supposed to kisss" no. I already feel empty it just hit me that, also happening after the first weird ass thing I saw on that damn app(fuck u tiktok), im really disappointed. Because no matter how much aware I am that I can't just do the show myself, those duffer brothers really fucked this shit up and im not kidding. Like, Will came out but at what cost? Just to refer to Mike, his life long bsf and crush as "Tammy" ??? Excuse me??? Theories show more than what we got and yes I feel stupid for getting g annoyed at a fictional show about monsters and a gay man in 80s. But I was waiting for these episodes, maybe hoped they would cheer me up but everything is empty rn. Call me stupid for getting over dumb stuff, but I genuinely don't know what I want to do in this life anymore. I don’t think it’ll depression, or it is, but my brain just shut off since last night.

niyaabd

I just wanted to say that I’m really worried about you after reading this. Your feelings are real and valid, and you don’t deserve to carry this much pain alone. Your writing has always been a huge comfort space for me, but more than anything, you matter. I hope you’re being kind to yourself. Sending you warmth.
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ObsessedAtiny

@Yesyesyes000 no i get you i felt sooo frustrated like it just doesn't make sense?? Buuut i decided to not watch it as soon as i found out byler's not happening and watched heated rivalry ep. 6 that also came out today instead and that was like 137290247 times better and i almost forgot about stranger things
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Yesyesyes000

I'm honestly so tired, idk what im doing anymore. I don’t like eating my favorite meal, I stay in my room all day and skip classes, and sky goes dark at 4 pm, idk why I feel so sad, maybe im alone and all but it's not fair, im tired all the time, even when not in my period, and my eyes are tired too, idk what to do

_lunarine_

@ Yesyesyes000  sweetheart,  there's mental exhaustion too that takes joy from things we love without us noticing , I went through the same thing...when you can't seek professional help , writing random paragraphs or talk to others online helps a little , slowly ...
            
            I'm here to talk , and I pray your heart finds peace again.
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