Yesyesyes000

It's my birthday!!!!!!

Yesyesyes000

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I don't usually watch yt content of skz or ateez because I'm busy, but I feel like i want to stop stanning skz sometimes, now maybe. It's so childish too, cause it's because of shipping, and I just saw a reel. Han saying "Minho hyung, hold my hand" in the end of the song and yes, I can't go between people, especially who r idols and older than me and I'm only their fan. I ship idols too, but this shipping on Instagram or yt is getting out of hand.
          
          Don't get to me saying "you ship too, you write fast too" yes I do write ffs, I do write woosan but I always had this uncomfortable feeling in me whenever I see a couple at school, whether they match or not. I just feel so uncomfortable in my own skin whenever they act lovey dovey, and it's my problem, yes, I get it. Idk what difference it makes between me shipping and others shipping, maybe because I do it because I don't feel lonely and feel something other than this emptiness 24/7. Because I feel warm and comforted when I write a scenario with them but ofcourse they're fictional characters in the story. Not real life events or characters, ykwim? Maybe it's the purpose people do it for, maybe they like to push it on ur face saying "look! They act gay! They look like dating! They kissed!" I don't fucking care and it bothers me.

Yesyesyes000

U can also say, cause I know u will, "don't watch shipping content" no, I can't really control it because my page is about kpop and idols, it's built brick by brick and woosan or etv minsung thing shows up is not with my own intention. It thinks I like to watch it and boom! My day is ruined. All I'm saying is i hate shipping and it sounds bipolar of me, but i hate it and it makes me sp uncomfortable I can't sleep at night and consider leaving the Fandom. 
            
            And yes, it's important for me. Not just a silly hobby my mom says to be, I love kpop, ok? Shipping won't stop for like, until eternity. Kpop or another fandom, just maybe don't sexualize idols and leave them alone whether they kiss or cuddle or push two people in a eight people group in front, Leva their personal life to THEM not to YOURSELF unless they decide to share their struggles or idk, their personal information when they feel comfortable enough, that is until you all stop making sexual and forceful edits.
            
            Ok, bye
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Yesyesyes000

I hate this

KristineJoyQuiambao2

@Yesyesyes000 hey there, how are you??? Even though i don't know you personally I hoped that if you read this feel free to talk to me. I hoped that you're doing fine. Just don't give up ok??
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WhatAtinyWorld

If you see this now, I'm sorry TT I'm going to sleep, I have work early tomorrow but I'll try to text
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WhatAtinyWorld

@Yesyesyes000 what's going on?
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Yesyesyes000

I'm so done with life, i have a great life but it's getting hard to hold on, I'm drowning

HwasEyes

@Yesyesyes000 Hang on !  I'm 67 years old and I used to write fanfic a long time ago.  Before there was kpop!  I'm enjoying your stories a lot.
            Life is hard, I have learned that there is a balance so bad times become good times. Just try to be positive,  OK? Breathe,  baby.  Instead of saying can't,  won't,  or don't,  try saying can, will, and do.  My friend told me years ago that Nothing is the end of the world except the end of the world. Believe.  Pay attention to what ATEEZ say in their songs. You are as strong as anyone.  You're going to be OK. 
            Also,  I want you to know that I'm here for you. 
            I was an English teacher so if you need help,  just ask. Only if you want to. 
            Fighting!!
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Yesyesyes000

I have a boyfriend now

sonnetsonnets

yayyy
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kaeluvvsu

@Yesyesyes000 bro I wish
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JoycelynL3e

@Yesyesyes000 whooo! Congrats!
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