Yjikeswho

Explore your coin shop has GOT to be the most disappointing notification ever.

Yjikeswho

You know it’s bad when you’ve succumbed to watching makeup tutorials and trying to master the cut crease, for some reason, (when would I ever?), and you’re just, not. 
          Mastering that. 
          If I put that much product on my eyelids…
          Ball sacks.
          And, great! 
          Now I’m freaking out ’cause I’m old, too, and not just ’cause I have a lil’ case of writer’s block!
          And, weltschmerz. 
          And an impending sense of doom. 
          And PTSD from the orange toddler in chief. 
          
          And, yep, Imma quote myself here by way of Hobi in ’Bring The Pain On’; ”I’m having so much fun right now. Like you wouldn’t believe.”
          
          But, whatever.

Yjikeswho

Still eating my feelings and having writers remorse angst.
          What am I even doing?
          Why am I doing?
          Who am I writing for?
          Who, am I writing?
          
          And round and round it goes.
          So much fun.
          
          And now you can partake in my self-doubt too!
          You’re welcome!

Yjikeswho

I am working my butt off to get ’The Supporters’ out of the cutting room. 
          But, it might take a while longer. 
          Seeing as the whole structure of the story just collapsed and I apparently don’t know what this story’s about any longer. 
          
          And, I look around and the world is going a whole new level of crazy and I just want to crawl into bed and pull the covers over my head and pretend we’re not going eleven hundred miles an hour towards, honestly? 
          War.
          And, a new, backwards, medieval era of superstition and magical thinking. As it seems. 
          Also, scream.
          I want to scream. 
          
          But, yeah. I might, produce, something. One of these days. 
          Just dispairing, right now. 
          For many, many, reasons. 
          
          Never mind. 
          I’ll just, eat my feelings, or something. 
          Like a normal person. 
          
          Sigh. 
          
          Anyway, just wanted to let you know, I WILL have chapters for you. Soon.
          
          Live long, and prosper!

Yjikeswho

Ok. ’The Supporters’ are comming down. 
          Again. 
          Because my effing characters won’t effing do what I effing tell them to! 
          And someone, I won’t say who, but it’s Miyeon, the flipping love-interest, is turning out to be, different, than what I wrote her to be. 
          Gaaargh! 
          The whole story’s off keel suddenly, gruff, gruff, mumble, mumble. 
          Brb.

Yjikeswho

I have been working all day, writing, boring, project management, stuff, driving myself crazy. 
          
          So what do I do to wind down and take care of myself? 
          Go on Wattpad and write fanfiction. 
          My eyes hurt. 
          My head hurts. 
          I don’t know my name anymore.
          But, here we are. 
          Chapter 19 of ’The Supporters’ is now up for your viewing pleasure. 
          Please forgive any spelling errors. 
          Like I said, I don’t know my name anymore.