YnWeasley123

damn i missed this place so much...

HIII WHERE HAVE U BEEN????

Hey babe I am so so sorry I had so much go on in life I haven't been on in 6 months, I missed u sooo much, I hope your well and safe my love I'm trying to be on more now xxxx

BRUHHH I surpassed my 2 year anniversary, well anywhores-

MY FATHER SAID THAT IF I SECURED 1 2 OR 3 POSITION IN EXAMS HE'LL GET ME AN I7 LAPTOP 
          
          
          
          
          AHHHHHHHH

Hey do you mind reading my chhichhore ff with derekxoc ?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/372081236-chaos-theory-kamala-shastri%27s-final-act

I CANNOT EMPHASIZE ON HOW MUCH I LOVE NMIXX

On 23, I came back to Delhi from Madhya Pradesh via train. I was climbing up to the stairs of the footover bridge and at right at the top stair, a man elbowed me in the chest. I chalked it up to an accident. But then it happened AGAIN. I, again, chalked it up to being an accident. I walked a little( I was holding my dad's hand) forward and then he followed mw and hit me TWO MORE FUCKING time. And then he went back. I HOPE ALL HIS SOCKS GET WET. I HOPE HE ALWAYS FORGET HIS CLOTHES IN THE WASHING MACHINE AND THEY START TO SINK. I HOPE ALL HIS SOAPS SLIP FROM HIS HAND AND GET DIRTY AND A DENT ON IT. I HOPE HE CLOGS SOMEONE'S TOILET WHEN HE GOES OVER. I HOPE ALL HIS MEALS ARRIVE COLD. 
          (p.s.: im not usually like this but he was hitting on my boobs and i have big boobs, atleast for my age)

Heyyyy baby how are you?

i'm tired of this shit. why do i have to be perfect all the time? i am that girl everyone is jealous of, pretty hair, pretty face, pretty notes, cheerful all the time, completes the work on day one, always kind. ALWAYS listens to others problem, gives them advices. but when i'm feeling low, who can i turn to? 
          have to be perfect for my parents, they work so hard for me and my brother. 
          have to be that perfect role model for my brother, someone he can look up to.
          have to be that perfect student, the one teachers can rely on with works.
          have to be that perfect athlete, always the best.
          have to be that perfect friend, listens to all your problems and give advice, help with work, lie to the teacher, be the light of the group.
          why can everyone see me as "perfect" but i can't? 
          why do i feel i'm the worst in everything?
          thought i was good in studies, nope, my classmates are wayyy better. thought i was a good daughter, but why do i hear so much praise of my sister's child? thought i was physically fit, nope, i hate the way i look. thought i was good in writing, nope, well, you can see for yourself. thought i was good at editing, nope, my shit sucks.
          the question i ask myself everyday is "how long can i go without breaking? without giving in to the devil? without wasting the hard-earned money my parents spend on me? how long? how long....."