yeet_bye
Hey there, haven't heard anything from you in a while, you good fam? Ik we aint close but I just wanted to ask
Yo_Im_doing_worse
Error_In_My_Mind
❤I. Love. You❤
Yo_Im_doing_worse
Update on brother situation:
Apparently it was a miscommunication. He doesn't think it's a choice, however he does still refuse to believe that KAM is generalization.
Yo_Im_doing_worse
...my brother legit thinks it's a choice to be gay and trans.
Imma start a riot.
asagothe_fander
Give your brother a book that defines gender dysphoria, and tell him to read the entire book. Then have him look at a website that explains the LGBTQ plus community
Yo_Im_doing_worse
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MY BROTHER JUST SAID "RAPE ALL WOMEN" IN RESPONSE TO ME SAYING "KILL ALL MEN" EVEN AFTER I SAID IT WAS GENERALIZATION HOLY SHIT
Yo_Im_doing_worse
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Hello, I am back but doing worse! My brother hates me for pointing it how abusive he's been getting recently and my older sibling is siding with him! My mother also is making it about her and talking about how stressed she is because I missed zoom meetings that the teachers never sent me any way to enter. I have been venting all day in order to get the emotions I've been letting build up out but was not listened to in the slightest so I feel very invalidated right now! My own therapist invalidated my gender dysphoria and used a medical degree to disprove recent discoveries that I told her about and refuses to believe me when I talk about how biased the american education system is. She told me that I shouldn't be on the internet as much as I am (which is 30 minutes a day max) because I am always on my phone. I tried to explain how I hardly use the internet but my mother cut me off and agreed with my therapist! This same therapist has broken code many times without consent. (No, I wasn't threatening to hurt anyone.) I also found out that my old foster mom (who was emotionally manipulative and controlling) still gets emails about my school, so that's why kopes is now riding my fucking back! Let's not even start to mention how my paranoia medication isn't working anymore!!
Yeah, I've fucking snapped y'all.
Yo_Im_doing_worse
@Dream2Imagine4ever actually, that really helped! I took your advice and went to a dead family friends junkyard and just...let it all out. It felt like nothing else I've ever done and I feel SO much better! I am not going to let them win, and I am going to fight back! Thank you so much for the advice, drink some water.
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@Yo_Im_doing_worse Aww. I'm not going to say it's going to be okay cause I'm sure you've heard that too many times. I'm not going to say I'm here either because I'm sure you don't believe that. But what I am going to say is pp rove them wrong. I know it's hard, you literally loosing your sanity but if you breakdown and give up you're letting them win. I know you're strong. You definitely are to have lasted that long. Show just how strong you can be. Show them you don't give one and could care less about what they think. Ignore what they say. No one knows you better than you. Take time for yourself, get a little hideaway where no one can find you, where you can scream and cry cause I can tell you need to. Express yourself. Be you, though I know it hard. Life gets tough but sometimes you just have to scream. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! Do what you want to do. You don't have to but you can always rant to me if you want. I might not know you personally but I hope these words help you.
Yo_Im_doing_worse
Guys.. I know I don't post much already but.. I think I might be leaving wattpad for awhile.
So, over the past couple years my mental health has been terrible and I really need to get help for it. I have a therapist but she isn't helping much with my issues, plus I only trust my older sibling.(and even so, I don't trust them that much)
I suffer with a consistent fear that someone will break into the house at night and kill us as we sleep, so I would stay up to ease this fear.
I recently was diagnosed with paranoia and given medication which helps alot!... except now the nightmares are back. The nightmares are of my family being horribly dismembered or close friends dying/having near death experiences. These nightmares disappeared for 3 years and were replaced by dreams of fantasy lands, but now their back.
I'm thinking of asking to go to a mental ward until this blows over since I am extremely concerned about harming others.
Please don't worry, I love you guys so much!
asagothe_fander
I love you too in a platonic way, and if you need a mental break you can take it it’s fine
Yo_Im_doing_worse
okay, so I was searching up suicide hotlines around the world and I FORGOT I WAS ON A SCHOOL COMPUTER. Now everyone related to me has been alerted that I searched up something to do with suicide.
Yo_Im_doing_worse
I feel handsome today. How about you guys?
Yo_Im_doing_worse
@TheDragonCat1256 aw, well I'll have you know that you are an absolutely amazing person I would 10/10 eat rat poison for you!
Yo_Im_doing_worse
Hello everyone. please give me a few writing prompts, I would love to fulfill your fantasies!
warning! I will not be writing any smut, tats not my cup of tea. (support to those who do write it!)