And also study sexology, gender orientation, sexual relations and so on, I’m embarrassed to talk about this, but I really wanted to help other people who have experienced the same thing as me, but it’s a long story....I also write fan fiction about some of my life experiences, including painful traumas. I didn't want you to think that way, I just want to share a little about myself and what I went through. And it's hard for me to talk about it, but I still try to be strong.
I hope this doesn't cause you any inconvenience.