this message may be offensive
Just want to share because I don’t have anybody else to talk to.
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I’ve been revealed myself as a bisex person towards my friends between last year or earlier this year. You know because I don’t want them to know the fake me.
At first they are cool and fine with that. And I just graduated from high school recently, but out of sudden all my friends decided that I’m not worth it. They started avoiding me like a plague.
They started blocking my number and never contact with me ever again. I ask why they do that but no one ever answered. Turns out they have been put up with me all this time just because we’re fucking classmates.
I mean I thought they are my true friends, we’ve been friends since middle school after all. I thought they would accept me no matter what but I was wrong. Really wrong. It’s really hurt ya know? I don’t have any friends besides them.
And now I lost all of my friends just because I wanted to be myself.
I don’t mind if I lost my boyfriend but please just not my friends. I’m totally feel betrayed, confused, angry, depressed and all the feeling mix up.
I’ve been locked up in my room for days now. And still no news from them. I still hope maybe they just put a pranks on me and would come back to me at the end of this week. But look like it’s not gonna happens.
Sigh
I dunno should I feel regret for reveal my true self towards them or feel glad that I just realised they all just been fake friends all this time. I’m feel so confused right now.
So guys if you want to reveals your true self or your darkest secret toward the people you really trust, I advised you to think again. So you could avoid to face the situation I face right now.
It’s so fuck up.
That’s all from me, nadra. Thanks whoever read this. I really appreciate it that you wasted your time just to read my confession. I hope your day turns out good. Bye. ❤️