I'm heavy alone inside don't tell me what I want what I need like a loser like me will be fine. Maybe I'm living in my head, maybe I'm living to pretend, maybe I wanna stay in bed 👉👈🥺 far from the weight of the world in my hands cause they don't understand . . . 🎸. . . Is someone telling me don't get in the water, what have I done? 😔 I don't wanna get lost inside the color under my tongue, . . cause I don't wanna be in love with another even in another life. 💔