yoonchim

I’m thinking about dropping succubi and pp cause…well I don’t have any motivation to keep writing. 
          
          No comments, few votes and even less words of encouragement.
          
          The ff that did quite good was shadow and that’s because I was getting support from few readers and it was alot for me and it was also my first work so I wanted to keep going. 
          
          However, I love both of the ffs that I’m writing and I don’t want to drop actually but I have no motivation. And fuck…my life’s been a mess lately. 
          
          I’m soo unmotivated at this point that I’m doing nothing….like nothing….
          
          No collage, no friends, no socialising. It’s almost like I’m some doomed character of a series and I have no point  of living…fuck…
          
          I will again force myself to write for a few readers who truly wait for the updates and I love all the readers who read my stories. 
          
          I swear I love y’all soo much but I expect some good comments from people I love. 
          
          It won’t do no wrong to me if I dropped the story (cause I know the whole story and I know what will happen next..OBVIOUSLY I’m writing the story) but I know readers will be upset and I don’t want to upset them AT ALL. 
          
          Soooo…
          I’m writing this to see if anyone still wants to say something good to me that will make my day and I will start writing again. Even though my writing is shit and cringe af. 
          
          Nvm I love you all…see ya!’ 

Only one exam paper left babes *im cooked but it’s ending finally* 
          
          *im pissed that we are not getting even one leave before we are called for practicals* 
          
          I wanna sue the school!
          
          Imma update soon! 
          Love you uwmaahhhhhh 

It’s my exams after two days and I don’t know shit, at first I thought that I will
          Give Double updates of both the books but then I thought let’s write a one shot. And I had wrote half of it already. I will post it as soon as I finish it and I will be back in April. 
          
          Please don’t fail me like last year cause I left for a month because of my exams and many of my readers had left. 
          
          Wish me good luck girlies *I will miss you all* 

Have you all listened to arirang fuck I swear I’m dead. I didn’t slept whole night and I was awake till 9 in the morning. If you have watched my stories on insta then you guys know I’m dead. 
          
          Fuck swim is a bitchy masterpiece, like animals, please and body to body are my top three favourite. After streaming the album for six times I slept and woke up now and everything Is soo packed for us. 
          
          I swear I’m cussing soo bad (not in a bad way, in case people take it seriously) 
          
          It’s Eid tomorrow and I’m excited, we are getting the comeback as Eidi from BTS !!!!!!
          
          I’m crying soo bad right now!!!!! I’m not alive babes I just got phone and internet in my grave. Y’all better stream it or I’m coming for you! 

Ummm hi! It’s been a while ✨ 
          
          As I told you guys that I will publish one chapter of one book every week (or maybe two I don’t remember *sorry I’m dumb* ) I was trying to write next chapter of pp but my creativity is blocked *smiling through tears* I’m not getting any ideas of what to write next as I can’t just jump to the plot right?! So I thought that I might ask you all if there’s any suggestions you guys wanna give to me about anything! Just tell me even if it’s  about my writing style or anything! 
          
          Please this time don’t ignore me cause all my previous messages got ignored I know I’m not a good writer but I just like it that’s why I write about Yoonmin. 

Sorry guys the chapter of succubi is late cause I didn’t realised it that it’s this late. I thought I had posted the chapter three days ago but it got deleted! Dw you will get the chapter in two days. And don’t forget to check out perfect psychopath I updated it two days ago. 

Hey! After soo long I’m feeling a little better. 
          
          I hope you all are fine also. 
          
          I will try to be more active from now on, probably one update in a week. 
          
          I wanted to talk about something but then I thought it’s not like you all will listen and understand so, anyways…take care. 

Hey!
          
          
          I know it’s been late for update, but soo many things happened last week that it’s hard to cop up with but no worries I’m going to update soon but this time when I update, I want comments (not one or two but from all of you) I’m being serious cause if this time I don’t see comments from all the readers who are in my eyes then I’m legit not updating anymore.
          
          
          

Oh my gosh !!!!
          
          Im Fr cooked bad. 
          
          Today I was in my maths class, I was soo sleepy so
          I slept during the lecture. And I saw a dream. It was a wet dream. I saw yoonmin have sex *crying in disbelief* 
          
          I was enjoying it soo much but then my friend nudged me I woke up and looked at her. Then I heard my professor calling my name I looked at him and he pointed me to stand up. I did. Then he asked me “what is happening in here” he said pointing at the board. And I said without looking at the board “sex” my friends heard it and looked at me shockingly. My professor raised his eyebrows. I realised and quickly said “I mean intersection” 
          
          My professor scolded me because I was wrong. 
          
          I was literally shaking, my other classmates also heard it and I’m scared that they might tell him. But still I was laughing with my friends. 
          
          I was soo in trouble but the dream was worth it. I’m gonna write that same sex scene I saw . So wait for it baby girls 
          
          *bakchodi nai rukni chahye* 

Chapter 10 is published in case someone don’t get the notification. 
          
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