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Hey @Yoongles0307 you have to see this meme, so funny hahaha click here to see it ↓:
Yoongles0307
guukkie
How's life gng ?
Yoongles0307
Life... Ehhh what to say... Ups and downs are a part of it... Just the downs are always worst.
Yoongles0307
@DamnHADES my id is naturalistic.n._.10375 I hav sent you a friend request
DamnHADES
hi girl remember me? im logging into wattpad after like 2 years
DamnHADES
@Yoongles0307 @zainaabrizvii here this is my insta id sorry for replying after a whole month as i told u i dont use wattpad anymore we cant even login to wattpad without using a vpn in our country pls send me a req on insta or give me your id
Yoongles0307
@guukkie was in a rush so couldn't respond properly... But miss yaaa
guukkie
How's life ? I hope you're happy and damn I miss you so much. I was hoping to meet you this April but yk my life isn't really mine soooo and because I have boards next year my parents specially dad is going loco. Ngl I kinda feel you sis and I just came across your poems from the message board and I have you say didu you're the most emotionally intelligent person I have ever met , like those poems describe something in me that I didn't know even existed and seeing the people around me seems like everyone is broken but they just like to hide it some do it effortlessly whole others force their feelings on others. Oh how I wish to meet you rn. Well I hope that maybe I'll meet you this year. Lots of love and hugs. <3
guukkie
@Yoongles0307 I understand didu but yk what, no matter what you do who you become I'll always be there. Even if you decide to become a k-pop idol i'll crawl my way to korea (as I don't have the money) and be the first one in line with the poster "yoongles0307 marry me" or if you decide to become director I'll be the first to buy the tickets and even act in your film with my bootyful faceu . Oh and am not quite sure when we'll meet the next but I am looking forward to it... Like a lot (cuz I have big news and I say it again BIG news.) and like you said it's totally fine to not know what we'll do in the near future, I mean I have to choose stream next year and I have problems deciding what colour pen should I use for rough work and at the end I just choose pencil and it's not just me but my classmates too (even though with their behaviour half of them will be berojgar.. -.-) well it's late so I gotta go. Lots of hugs and kisses <3 P.s.- The fact that I remind you of a young POET , didu I could never... If I was a poet I would probably write "Shreck".
Yoongles0307
Dad.
If your words were venom,
I would have died a million deaths by now,
Those vicious words coming out of your wise mouth,
Grab my throat and chock me down.
They are like the demons that haunt me every night.
I run.
I run as fast as I can with all my might
But they grab me hard to bury me in the darkest graveyard,
And the only name I yearn for help is yours.
SeriNeon
hey
Yoongles0307
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Let me tell you a truth....
Everything is fucked
Yoongles0307
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@Yoongles0307 life goes fucking on... It doesn't stop no matter how tired I am.
SeriNeon
@Yoongles0307 ʕಠ_ಠʔ (o´･_･)っ ಥ‿ಥ Like an echo in the forest.. ( ･ั﹏･ั)(ᗒᗩᗕ)ಠ﹏ಠ
Yoongles0307
"Life's disintegrating, shards of my soul scattered like autumn's withered leaves. Every breath suffocates, crushed beneath the weight of expectations.
I mourn the loss of my passions, once vibrant colors now faded to gray. The melody of my heart, silenced by the cacophony of others' demands.
Trapped in this never-ending labyrinth, I'm drowning in the echoes of what could've been. Each step forward feels like betraying my own dreams.
My reflection stares back, distorted by the whispers of 'you used to be'. Memories of joy, now taunt me. 'Not enough' echoes through my mind.
In the silence, darkness devours me whole. Fear of disappointment claws at my heart, ripping apart what's left. Longing to rekindle the flame, I'm suffocated by the ashes of forgotten desires.
I'm shattered, suspended in an abyss of uncertainty. Tears fall like autumn rain, washing away my last shred of hope."
SeriNeon
@Yoongles0307 the result of that came out well though Forgotten desires though I can relate to that ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ we'll pull through (´;︵;`)
SeriNeon
@Yoongles0307 you have a vocabulary? Of course you do, you're a writer My dad made me have one but I could never exactly maintain it so my new words well they just fly •́ ‿ ,•̀
Yoongles0307
@SeriNeon I hv tried adding such complicated words for the first time, I used to think it's weird, but I just tried using the vocab diary I was maintaining for no reason. Just added up and made this poem cause that's what is actually happening