I know nobody is reading this but if you are just know you are loved and special in your own way don´t try and be anybody else you can only be yourself.Don´t try and make others happy if they don´t try to make you happy,give love to the people who spend time with you and help you when you really need it.Never worry about random people who don´t know you exist just keep working on you and you will get there soon promise:)