@ kookiemoo Actually someone else told me about this recently. They commented it on the book. But not, I'm sorry, I haven't watched it.
But I can assure you that it isn't like that anime because I haven't watched it and I just wrote the story as an...escape. Obviously I invented many parts of it, but it's kinda based in real part of my life without the supernatural thing. Just feeling guilty about someone's death. This was the best way I had to express the pain I suppose