Kyra

Hi Kyra! I hope you are fine and doing well. Just wanted to ask you about shrouded, are you still planning to continue it? I been eagerly waiting for it. No pressure at all though. Love you<3

I forgot to announce or more like didn't care to lol... My book The forbidden text is officialy over and honestly i dont feel anything expect maybe a bit of relief that i have finished it lmao. Please don't read the book (u caan if u want a boring story  hbhsbd) Anyways that's it really.

Guys something is terribly wrong with my life not only it's been normal these days....things are going as planned I CAN'T BELIEVE IT AT ALL!! Did I accidentally slip into someone else's life?

HAPPY EASTER LOVELIES!!

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Hey, this is kinda a vent so skip if u want.
          
          I miss Kyra. The internet me. The open book, the free one who didn’t care much, just vibed and spoke her mind. But now I’m not like that anymore. I’ve become scared of how I act online. And when I say scared, I mean like genuinely scared—like I’m walking on eggshells whenever I talk to people.
          
          I was active online to escape real life, but now even being online feels too much sometimes. Wattpad and Discord used to feel like home, a space where I could just breathe and not overthink. But life kinda changed everything, and now I feel scared even here.
          
          But the thing is, I can’t leave either. I’ve lived my fav version of life on here. I used to be happy just saying what’s in my heart instead of bottling it up. But now that’s all I do. I thought staying quiet was better, for me and others. but now it just hurts more than I expected. I don’t blame anyone, it’s just how it’s been.
          
          I’ve thought so many times:should I just leave? But my heart can’t. I love every single person I’ve met here so much, I just can’t imagine not being here. I came here to not pretend. But now, even here, I do. I pretend to be okay. I’m not blaming anyone, it’s just me being extra cautious.
          
          I’m trying so hard to grow, to fix myself. But sometimes it feels like I’m breaking even more in that process. I just wanna feel free again. I don’t know how. Or if I ever will. But I miss that feeling, yk? That warmth. That comfort I used to get. I don’t feel it anymore, anywhere.
          
          I was scared of posting this tbh. I promised I won’t be vulnerable like this again. But I had to.I really hope someday I find peace within myself. Because right now, I haven’t. And calling this the worst year feels like an understatement, because it’s been so much worse than I can even explain.
          
          I just hope I become someone better. I don’t wanna keep feeling like this forever.
          
          Thank you if you read till here.

Random: A friend of mine told me today don't be mean to yourself that's homophobic and I think i should be changed person now.

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