Alexa

Your profile made my day
          

Ur pfp's a masterpiece

I have dreams about the perfect life. I'm married and have 2 kids one a girl and one a boy, the girl is older by a few years and I have a hard-working husband. we all love each other very much. we live in a small light blue 2 story house in Arizona with a big plot of land where we own 2 horses and one pony. I have an easy work-from-home job to help support my kids and us, they take the bus to school every morning and do their homework on the kitchen table when the sun is still out. and then we all laugh and hang out on the porch after. my son likes to chase our chickens around and scare them even when we tell him to stop. both my kids ride horses and have lots of friends. we are close with my parents and my kids love them. they come to visit often but need to stay away from the horses because my dad is allergic. it's quiet and for the most part, there is little fighting. my kids know proper manners and always welcome guests. never be rude to any adult and always say please and thank you. people would tell me "what a life you have" and I would respond with a laugh and say "yeah it is pretty great" when my son was younger I dressed him up in little overalls and told him that he was very handsome. he had reddish blond hair with freckles that came from his father. my daughter wor her dirty blond hair in a long braid going down her back. I cry when I think about how fake this sounds and how this will probably not be my future, but oh how I long for it to be.  I love that life. it makes me feel happy and warm inside. :)

Thanks for the follow btw:)

is it bad that I just now realized how fucked up my sleep schedule is
          ima over here sick as shit 2 adult melatonin gummies in at 10:15 pm on a Sunday night not able to sleep
          but when 1 am rolls around my body is like: welp I guess it's time for bed :D

Hey everyone I need some support on this decision. one of my friends of 3 years just told us that they are thinking about starting to vape. like, are committed to the idea. I am extremely against the idea and do not want to be a part of that path. when we try to reason with them. they say "its my body my choice" and I am considering leaving their friendship. I am scared to do it though because I loved being friends with them but I think it might be for the best. if they can't come to reason then I don't think that I should. they also joke and talk about k!lling themselves all the time and I don't want to always be the optimistic friend who will tell them not to. when I go to them with my issues they sound uninterested and never talk to me about them. While I will stop whatever I am doing to help them when they need it. I need your opinion on this pls. sincerely YouAreKindaGayTbh

@inhalemysweetness  :) heloo. ok so I use my computer on Wattpad. I used a website translator and I am guessing your on your phone. but here is the website I used if that helps 
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