YouWithTheDarkCurls

Guys I dyed my bangs and my eyebrows blue, I hope I don't regret this.

NikkiSPIRITS1

@YouWithTheDarkCurls that's how I'm gonna feel when I shave my head next year
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

@NikkiSPIRITS1 I also got a haircut. I get the biggest jumpscare when I take my shirt off because I kinda look like a dude then it's like JUMPSCARE! YOU HAVE BOOBS!!!!
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

Guys I dyed my bangs and my eyebrows blue, I hope I don't regret this.

NikkiSPIRITS1

@YouWithTheDarkCurls that's how I'm gonna feel when I shave my head next year
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

@NikkiSPIRITS1 I also got a haircut. I get the biggest jumpscare when I take my shirt off because I kinda look like a dude then it's like JUMPSCARE! YOU HAVE BOOBS!!!!
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

The answer to depression is murder. Think about it. People say that when your depressed you are giving up or giving in. The opposite of giving is taking. The opposite of up is down. The opposite of In is out. So if you do the opposite of giving up, yout taking out. Which is a phrase people use to describe murder. So the answer to depression is homicide.

YouWithTheDarkCurls

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If you want to be seen as a man, I'm going to beat you like one. 
          That is something I have genuinely heard some people who i consider close say about trans men. This is fucking scary. This is why I, and many others, am scared to come out. I don't want to be abused just for being who I am. And no one should ever be hurt because of how they express themselves. 
          
          What has happened to humans at this point, why are we filled with so much hate that we would rather put someone through immense pain, rather than just address them as he. Or she. Or they? Is it really that hard to make a noise that makes someone happy?

YouWithTheDarkCurls

@proud_bi_kiwi omg thank you, you are so nice!
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proud_bi_kiwi

@YouWithTheDarkCurls that's absolutely disgusting that people are saying things like that. i'm sorry they're doing that, and i'm here if they're ever being really transphobic and you need someone to talk to (or about anything else going on). anyway, yeah, hope you're alright :)
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H3110022

@YouWithTheDarkCurls lol but I can't rn I'm dealing with some drama
            T^T
            Yk gotta make sure no one is doing sh 
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

Guys my dad said he's disappointed in me because I want a record player. Apparently, it's an 'ongoing expense' and he got really mad eat me when I said I would buy one when I got a job. NA d I ended up crying in my room for like an hour so yeah! We love that!

NICE-KILL-TANAKA

@YouWithTheDarkCurls you could try but they might get a bill for it depending on the school
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

@NICE-KILL-TANAKA ikr, I could probably forge a signature or smt
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Mazerun1284

You like MCR? I love them!

YouWithTheDarkCurls

@Mazerun1284 oh those are great ones too
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Mazerun1284

oh, disenchanted , famous last words and i don't love you
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Mazerun1284

I like cancer too but I also really like how I disappear and another one but I can't start it's name
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

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GUYS! I WENT TO RAINBOWS END FOR SCHOOL CAMP!!! For those of you who aren't in NZ, it's basically a really big amusement park with so many awesome rides. I went on the roller-coaster so many times. And my friends had to beg me to go on the fear fall (One that lifts you up them drops you) But by far the worst one was one called the stratosphere. It had us upside down for a solid 5 seconds then dropped you like a swing. And it did that about 10 times. But overall it was awesome. And we got to sleep over in an aquarium! 
          
          The bus ride home was the worst bit though. I had 2 fucking assholes behind me, and they were kicking the chairs and moaning in our ears. But I got to stare at the prettiest boy the whole time. And I caught him looking at me! And he definitely saw me staring.

proud_bi_kiwi

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@YouWithTheDarkCurls omg the lolly mixes thing is so real, like its insane how that thing is like 5 fucking dollars, and yeah, i really wanna go to rainbows end, sounds so fun
            
            also, goodluck with the guys in your class (the ones in mine are also terrible, they were blowing up condoms and hitting them at people on monday, then tried to take them to all our classes)
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

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@proud_bi_kiwi Yeah! I live in the north island though :( But Rainbows end it fucking mental! I bought a bag of lollies, usually like a 1 dollar at the dairy, one of those small maceys ones and it cost me four fucking dollars! But if you can you should totally go to rainbows end, its definitly worth it, and do all the rides, because as mental and life threatning as they are, theyre also so fun and you can laugh about how you screamed later. 
            
            And, since it was a school trip, one of those fuckwits behind me is in my class.
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proud_bi_kiwi

@YouWithTheDarkCurls WAIT YOU LIVE IN NZ??? I LIVE IN NZ TOO, im in the south island tho, ALSO IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO TO RAINBOWS END, AND THAT SOUNDS SO FUN - not the bit with the fuckwits behind you, but everything else
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

A question for ftm people, did u ever go through a phase where you hyper feminized yourself aftercoming out to even one person, or realizing it yourself? Because I'm so scared that someone might just know. I don't know how up they could know. So I have recently been wearing skirts. For context I NEVER wear skirts. And I'm also scared because what if other Trans people think I'm not a real Trans man because I wear skirts? What if cis people think that?  I don't know what to do.

H3110022

@YouWithTheDarkCurls then go ahead! Try to be a little bit more lose and you'll feel comfortable ✨ 
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

@H3110022 thank you so much! I really want a haircut and my mother said I could so I'm really happy about that. But I would like to get more masculine clothes
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H3110022

@YouWithTheDarkCurls try to relax just a bit, try to act like you aren't struggling with it by constantly changing so people are confused on whom you are. Let the ones you want to know, know that u are Trans. Don't mess with your clothing unless you want to!
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YouWithTheDarkCurls

Its so hard. I still find myself writing my birth name down on things y parents won't see. Is being trans this scary for everyone?

H3110022

Don't give up though! 
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H3110022

@YouWithTheDarkCurls I'm not Trans, but I want 2 be non binary.
            It's terrifying 
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