Lixiebaby

Hiii! How are you? I posted this on my message board, but I want to post it here so that you know. I'm not trying to be an attention seeker, it's the truth.
          
          
          
          
          
          Okay, it’s not a fucking joke anymore. I’m crying, I’m hysterical, I’m scared. We just received three national emergency alerts telling us to stay indoors until danger has passed. The country I’m living in has shut down their airspace. The countries near us have been bombed or intercepted it. My country also intercepted some air missiles. I’m trying to calm my mother down, tell my father to stop telling her worse news and explaining to my brother why there are fireworks outside. I’m fucking scared. If I do not respond to anything for over two weeks just know.
          1) I have no WiFi 
          2) I don’t have my phone
          3) I’m six feet under
          Please, continue to message in this board, it keeps my mind off things. And please, take care of yourselves, I won’t be able to scold you when I’m gone! <3
          ~Luna

hi friend!! tysm for voting on some chapters of my lee know fic spring morning!! no pressure at all, but if you’d be willing to vote on chapter 25 too, it would be so so appreciated!! i posted it on my message board as well. tysm again and have a wonderful day!! ❤️

I published a new book if you would like to check it out! <3 no pressure <3

Happy Valentine’s Day <3

Happy birthday innie 
          
          Don’t let anyone ruin your special day, thank you for being our Maknae and I hope you have a wonderful birthday, remember( I know u cant see this but) you are loved, don’t let the hater tell u otherwise.
          
          Love you Maknae <3

Okay so ima post a new story that I have been working on

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          ✨ People’s ✨  
          ✨ Profiles ✨  
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          ✨ Very special ✨

hoi my childdddddddddd

Okay so i really dont mean to rant but at the same time i want to talk to someone. So my parents constantly take my devices, so much so that I started to hide them in my room. I know i sound like i am device-addicted or whatever but its not true. I know that devices are bad for you and i know how they make you feel or whatever. It's just that my parents constant surveillance and breach of privacy make me yearn for the one thing i cant have. They don't understand why i watch the "silly videos of grown men (Stray Kids)" instead of sleeping. Whenever I hear one of the members voices, I always feel safe. I dont know how to explain it. My parents dont hit me or physically abuse me so I feel like I am exaggerating. But they keep on barging into my room anytime of the day night or generally whenever they feel like it. Now I think I have a fear of doors, whenever someone opens the door too harshly, my heartbeat speeds up and panic overtakes me. Even if I didnt do anything I still have that response i am trying to overcome it but idk what to do. Also, my parents and family make fun of me. Like i know they don't mean it (they do) but the comments of my teeth, weight, nose, fat whatever seriously affected my lifestyle. I just realized it when I saw an old diary entry. I don't write anymore on paper because if someone finds it they are going to make fun of me. Also, my parents keep on forcing things onto me that I dont even enjoy! Like swimming I have begged to quit for over 3 years now, they are making me do it because they didnt have the opportunity to. They are trying to make me quit tennis because my mom doesn't enjoy it. They fill up my schedule with so many things that I dont have time to study, they are mad when i get an A overall report card. I feel very academically pressured. They proudly tell everyone that I am a social person since birth and force me to talk to everyone. I'm not, I dont like social interactions but they force me. I feel burnt out. I'm sorry.

Hi you have all probably heard about the fire that happening in Australia. To the people who live in WA I just want to say I hope you are safe and far away from it. I have family who are being affected by it and I really wish they are safe because they were affected by the great Harvey fire before and it scared my grandma.
          
          But please if you live near where the fire is please be safe your lives matter then things you can replace only take what you can fit into a pillow case like your phone, something special, old photos and some old jewellery that’s special to you. If you’ve already evacuated be safe on the roads as Perth roads are probably blocked. If you have any family in you can go to that aren’t being affected by the fire go to them.
          
           be safe love Bokky