I have something that I really need write to help me feel better.
I am not sure if anyone will read this but I'll write it anyway, hahahah.
If anyone read this PLEASE PERDON MY BROKEN-ENGLISH (I am still learning, heheh).
To begin with, I have a girlfriend and we have been date since May 2022, our relationship was so wild from the beginning, it was supposed to be "friend with benefit" but I was falling in love right away. I'll say she is the 1st person who ever made me crazy in love and craving for her attention. She is pretty, hot, sexy, kind, even taller than me hahaha.
Today in the morning she dropped the BOOMMM, SHE IS PREGNANT FOR 4 WEEKS.
I was tooo stunned to speak. I don't know what I feel anymore. It's hurts to know that she is deeply in love with a man when I thought our relationship getting better after she introduced me to her family 3 weeks ago. I can't even angry with her bcoz I know she loves the man and she want the baby and I love the baby too to be honest. The man is a married man for 20 years.
I don't know if I am being kind or stupid to still love her and lowkey hope that she will let be be the part of her life again. I promise her I'll be there for her to support her and the baby. She still being sweet with the "I love u" and "I miss u" words .
Nahhh I'll stop now. I am sorry again for my broken-English.
