YourALeafSimpForMe
sometimes I refuse to believe that years have past, that there have been times where it feels like my lungs might be eating themselves out. Sometimes I find myself not understanding, sometimes I find myself forgetting, forgiving. Worst of all, sometimes I find myself not caring and only hold the selfish desire for it to go back to the way that it was. I think I might be willing to live in empty discord calls, and I think that may be a sign that the avarice in me may spread far deeper than I would care to admit.
I will not admit the envy, the gluttony that overtakes my insides. I will refuse it if it makes sure that I do not loose them. I will deny it, I shall never let it see the light. I shall bury it nine feel under. I shall cremate it and light myself on fire so the ash will never be paid attention to.
I will drown myself. I will bruise my knees and bones, I will feel my veins snap. I will split apart my skin with my own nails and teeth. I will gouge my eyes out. I will do it and they will laugh at the truths I let slip out. I will laugh along with them, ignoring the disgust in myself. The feeling of acid burning me inside out. I will pull apart my skin.
If all to keep myself sane. If all to deny myself. If all to protect them. If all to let them live, with or without me. If all to make them forget.
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YourALeafSimpForMe
also fun fact!: This was based very *extremely* loosely off the 7 sins, the first metioned- avarice (also known as covetousness, though more commonly as greed). then the rest follows.
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holy fucking shit my gammerir. Its passed (first line ninth word). please. I swear I dont usually screw it up that bad unintentionally.
