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hi I haven't been on here in a longgggg time just wanted to check in ig. I am just so out of it, family issues and personal emotions. it sucks. I am currently in love with the new(er) movie Encanto because I relate to it so much and ooof its just *chef kiss* um but yeah if i can label my emotions it would be Luisa + Isabela + Maribel mixed together and plopped into the world to figure it out by themselves. I feel like I HAVE to be perfect or nobody is gonna like me and that i have a reputation to uphold to my family and I cant reach their expectations and that I have to navigate the world alone. Plus sleep insomnia. Oh not to mention school is still sadly a thing.... my winter break is just boutta be overrr *sniff* but then i still have fucking missing work that I HAVE to do cuz its my responsibility. and responsibility > fun so this whole winter break i have just beeen relaxing and focusing on how I feel rn, my mental state. hopefully i'll survive. but that's where I am rn and I don't feel like updating anything time soon so if I do your welcome its a one time thing :) try to survive the new year my friends. bye