I may be a bitch somtimes but who cares at this point?! I'm a mess ... Im not okay.. .. But I'm fighting. Everyone is leaving me, just like the  person i cared for left me for another... after a year I got back to my track in thus journey to process the things I left... But that didn't mean i was okay now, cause im still not okay... My health is still not okay my emotional well being is not okay ... My chemo is on going but I can feel it...but I continued to my school having online and adm classes just to keep up ... I'm not pushing myself again to update everyday life what i did before ... As I said last time, " if you fel like giving up, just give yourself a little pause... That's all you need to move forward" ... Every moment i do cherish... Every interaction i do keep in mind... This memories I'll keep it in my heart ... I've quit for almost a year having therapy and chemo .... I have nothing else other than this and my family .. the person I was hoping that would be there left... So I feel so alone .... Hear me out... If you guys are having mental health issues or have personal problems health, love ,life anything. ... I would say take care of your self more ... Love yourself more! And focus on the bright side... Take it from the one who had experience! Trust me... Its a pain in the heart .. try loving and focusing on yourself more... Caring for those bad things would only make it worse...