Bro, have you ever had a dream where you have a like a kid? I legit had a dream where I was accidentally pregnant but I couldn't abort, so I was like my life is over I'm dead, but then I had this beautiful baby girl, she had smooth Carmel chocolate skin, the warmest brown eyes, a birthmark under her nose and it looked like a beauty mark, and her little lips would quiver a little when she cried. She had dark brown hair with beach wave-type curls and I called her Mia. I watch her first steps and say her first word (momma) in my cheap studio apartment, I took her to my graduation with me (I dressed her up in the cutest blue jumper but right before she spilled carrot pureè on it right in the middle of it too), and her first day of daycare when she cried into my legs but met this little girl named grace, I became successful and got a really good job so I spoiled her. Her room had a purple bedroom with a princess Canipe, her little penguin’s name was Lauran, and she had so many clothes. I made her lunches in her purple lunch box and green bento box with things like Onigiri and sashimi and more. I stayed in that dream for 7 years. I watched her grow up for 7 years then on the might of her birthday I woke up. I woke up alone without Mia anymore. She doesn't exist. The last seven years didn't happen. I’ve been so depressed because I miss my little girl. I miss my Mia and her crooked little smile.
