YourNewTherapist

Hey yall!
          	So I'm thinking of writing again. I don't even know. Im struggling with how to even start a story. I just unpublished most of my books because like they were so trash and like why was I so emo. ANyways, have a great day, you all are lovely!

YourNewTherapist

Hey yall!
          So I'm thinking of writing again. I don't even know. Im struggling with how to even start a story. I just unpublished most of my books because like they were so trash and like why was I so emo. ANyways, have a great day, you all are lovely!

YourNewTherapist

OKAY, BIG DUMP OF ME JUST SCREAMING RN
          
          SO I JUST FINSIHED READING THE FIRST BOOM OF THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY AND I WAS LIKE OKAY IMA WATCH THE SHOW! SO IM WATCHING IT RIGHT? (lemme stop screaming) So im watching it and the book is like wayyy different from the show, but like in the best way possible. Like both are sooooooo amazing. Anyways, the LAST episode?!?! I was sobbing on my couch, that was, literally sooo heart breakingly beautiful. Also I’m team Conrad, but I still literally love Jeremiah so much. Anyways highly recommend, read AND watch. Both are such different things

gracestayedgold

OMFG I LOVE THE SHOW/BOOKS. i was so team jeremiah but after i finished the books i am team conrad. also i was sobbing with you don’t worry
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YourNewTherapist

Hi everyone, I am trying to be back but I can’t find the charger to the computer so I am computer less for a hot minute. I have a big chapter for Backseat rider coming up. Is there anything else you wanna see? I would gladly have someone force me to write :)

FlamboyantBanana

@YourNewTherapist So long as you go to sleep too! (also ily)
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YourNewTherapist

@FlamboyantBanana now go to sleep and I’ll see you this weekend
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YourNewTherapist

@FlamboyantBanana you are like my favorite person ever 
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YourNewTherapist

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Sometimes I hate being a sibling because I’ll make a joke and then my brother will start saying that I think he’s a prick and that I’m just trying to get attention and not get in trouble, and then say I over exaggerate my “trauma” (yes he says that it’s not real trauma) just to get my mom on my side.
          
          Some backround info is that a few weeks ago I made a joke and he thought I was calling him fat and he got really made and said I was lazy and I did nothing that my life and that I was doing everything terrible and I was an attention seeking shit. Anyways I started crying and my mom was trying to calm me down. Now I haven’t made a harsh joke sense except for 5 minutes ago and I poked a joke and he said that i was an attention seeking shit again. Said he knew I thought he was a prick and that he knows that all my “trauma” is bullshit and I just said it so my mom would stop him from yelling at me. 
          
          
          Anyways this all happened because he was watching himself in the mirror while blowing a bubble gum bubble and I said ‘why are you looking at yourself in the mirror’ and he then went and made fun of my trauma. 

FlamboyantBanana

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@YourNewTherapist tell him “fuck off and get some therapy and realize how you need to be better at life and stop being a dick” and then explain the truth to your mom and get her on your side
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YourNewTherapist

I miss you guys all so much, and I hate to be that person who's all ooy-gooy about things but I really miss 2020 and early 2021 when I had my big Wattpad phase. So I've decided that I am going to go back into that mindset (only healthier) I will start writing again because that brought me peace. I will start reading again, not just fanfic, but old book series that I used to read like it was a drug, wings of fire, warriors, keeper of the lost citied, Percy Jackson, etc. I love you all and can't wait to be back and start anew and make even more friends like I used to.
          
          The weird gal who likes to have a fresh mindset

YourNewTherapist

@FlamboyantBanana I’m so ready for the grind of reading I’m about to do
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YourNewTherapist

Okay guys, that new chapter will hopefully be here this weekend. I started school last week and am already burnt out so ya know that’s fun  anyways I will try and put some more out soon, I’ve already done a few hundred words so it should be easy! Have a good day 

YourNewTherapist

I’m coming back, I’m missed you too bae :((
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YourNewTherapist

Today was the second day of school and I’ve already had two breakdowns, one on the first day of school. It was because I was stressed and I had an extra class then usual, also because I had 5 subjects of homework to do (yes, on the first day) and then the second was tonight because I’ve wanted a haircut for a while but I don’t want to use my parents money to get it professionally done, so I asked my mom to do it. Well she doesn’t know how to cut hair so she was watching a video and it requires a lot of work to make it look good so then I started crying because I wanted it to look good but I don’t want it too use a lot of time in the morning…
          
          Anyways I was also crying tonight because I know I look ugly and I hate my forehead and my stupid straight hair, that has not one wave in it 
          
          Anyways that’s the end of the rant, night y’all
          
          P.S. it’s the second day of school and I have already been assigned two essays 

FlamboyantBanana

@YourNewTherapist Ack wait don't be sad I was trying to encourage you to realize how amazing you are!
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YourNewTherapist

@FlamboyantBanana I’m a cry just listening to this :(((
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FlamboyantBanana

@YourNewTherapist 
            Step one, switch schools.
            
            Step two, realize that literally everything you think is ugly about yourself is your own dark thoughts reflecting and worsening over and over; literally you’re so beautiful and your only issuer is that you listen to the dark lies. Try, for everyone, to realize these aren’t truth.
            
            Step three, if controlling the dark thoughts are too hard (which is understandable) change something. You can curl your hair if it makes you feel more like yourself! Either way, you’ll. Look great. You don’t know how many people wish they had straight hair!
            
            Step four, don’t be afraid to ask your parents to spend money on something you want. Ask your parents; they will tell you they love you more than money!
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