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Yo, Mom says that I have to go see a psychiatrist. Why?
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Apparently, it was my Grandma's funeral a few days ago, and I didn't cry. I don't know, I just felt emty and confused. I didn't know what to feel at all, sad or happy. SAD that she was gone or HAPPY that she was finally at peace. ಥ‿ಥ
So now, my aunt made an appointment for me. I thought it was a joke at first, turns out...
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THIS SHIT IS REAL. But I don't wanna go ya'll... Like... Wtf?
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Oh yeah, also. Whenever we're at Funerals, and people start to cry, I just have a laughing mental self that just comes out. I don't know why. SOMETIMES..... I find people who are crying or suffering funny. Maybe something happened to me in the past that made me like this, maybe I was traumatized or hurt, I don't know. Maybe I have an erased memory... But to be honest, it's complicated.
And i HATE it. ಠ_ಠ