Cecelia.Draws

Yea so um suddenly life is ass so I'm putting the book on hold mb y'all

yeaaa... Nvm gays guys

Hi I may or may not move to another account 

What pisses me off is when swiftie's see a non-swiftie talking shit about Taylor, they go ballistic. People have different tastes, sorry its not the same as urs???
          Sorry that some just genuinely doesn't like her songs, sorry we don't worship on the ground she walks on.... So pressed for what? chill tf out

One thing that's difficult of trying to write a character who's traumatized, is their trauma response. Even everyone has weaknesses but sometimes there's the side of me that's like "is that unrealistic? Oh gosh is it unrealistic" When one of the most powerful parts of writing is immersing yourself and imagining them in their shoes. The what ifs, possibilities, and etc. But sometimes.. I'm so uncertain, I need someone to tell me "yea its good!!" Maybe a "its alright" Its absolutely fine for me I don't want to represent someone incorrectly, its never my intentions!!

Hot take: Ppl r genuinely use "freedom of speech" Too literally or abusing it like wtf? Yea u can say whatever u want but be responsible and not reckless about it? You expect someone not to bat an eye? Whatever the hell u say, u need to hold urself accountable for. Not stupid fucking praises. Genuinely I've noticed a bad pattern in the US
          
          Love y'all Americans but I swear u guys r a different breed fr. Doesn't matter, its not always exclusively to the US but little almost EVERYONE, even different countries.

Everything feels like a chore. Writing feels like a chore. I feel so unequal, I know that everyone experience things differently but is feel so... Inadequate. Its annoying. Frustrating almost.

why can't she leave me alone. Getting shit reminded to me is like... Is like a gut punch

MAMA'S GOT A NEW MAN
          AND DADDY'S GOT A MAN-SION TO KEEP
          AND HE NEVER REALLY CALLS BACK
          HE GOT TO MANY FINANCES TO REAP
          MONEY MONEY AIN'T IT FUNNY, HONEY?
          THAT YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED
          BABY, LIFE IS A BREEZE
          MONEY MONEY(????) 
          ALL THESE KIDS HAVE GOT AFFLUENZA
          GOING WRECK IN THEIR DADDY'S BENZ-AH
          CRYSTAL LIQUOR CUPS AND DESIGNER DRUGS AH-AHHH
          THEY SAY MONEY CAN'T BUY YOU NO LOVE
          BUT A DIAMOND CHEERS YOU AT UP
          I
          ALL THESE KIDS HAVE GOT AFFLUENZA
          AFFLUENZA
          AFFLUENZA.

MY EYES R MADE OF ACID
          AND MY TONGUE IS SHARP WITH SPITE
          ATTENTION WHORE WITH TOO MUCH PRIDE
          THERE'S NO ONE I WOULDN'T FIGHT
          I DON'T LIKE CONFRONTATION BUT I'M STARING AT THE SUN, I WOULDN'T QUIT UNTIL MY EYES GO RED
          I'LL FINISH WHAT'S BEEN DONE