I don't really know how to say this, I haven't been online at all for a long time, I've just been going through some things, really rough intense thing, it's gotten a lot for me, honestly I'm planning to kill myself, my life sucks, I've lost everything I loved and cared about, my family is living in a motel because we don't have a home, I had something really bad happen to me, my cat went missing, my mother hates me and my siblings just make me insane in the worst way possible and I've lost my boyfriend, the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, the last person I was living for left me, I feel that I'm never going to find love again, no one will ever love me again, I feel so empty, no one cares anymore, I've tried to get better but nothing works, so I think I'm going to end it while I can, I'm not 100% sure if I'll go through with it but I'm close, so I just want to say thank you for everything, thank you for supporting me and talking to me, if I change my mind I'll let you all know, thank you and goodbye, this may be one of the last times I'm on this app, I love you all, take care <3
Sincerely, Caitlin
(Don't mind any spelling errors aha)