Your_mom_003

Happy birthday to Lucas!!!!

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Your_mom_003

OMG YES!!!! I am so proud and happy that BTS are nominated for a Grammy!!! What Yoongi wants, Yoongi gets.
          I am so incredibly proud of BTS and they deserve all the awards and love and happiness that they are getting now!!!
          I purple you!!!

Your_mom_003

Hey guys. I know literally no one follows me, but I thought I would post a message about why I haven’t updated my stories in forever.  I don’t really know why, I think it is just undiagnosed depression/anxiety/something, but I have been so unmotivated recently. I find it hard to do anything and everything if I am not literally forced into doing it. Honestly I’ve felt this way for a while (like when I was writing Save Me, I never wanted to update or even do anything) and my parents just think it’s normal. I had a really long convo with them about it and they basically told me to stop being so negative, get motivated, and to stop thinking of myself so lowly, but it didn’t really help. they blame everything that i’ve been doing recently on “the depression that all teens feel” and they think that i’m completely fine when i’m not sure i am.  
          i know so many people have it so much worse than i do, and i don’t really deserve to take a break or disappoint all of you by not writing, so i’m not going to. i am going to force myself to write chapters and i’ll try to update every 2 weeks or so, no promises, but it probably won’t be as good as it was. 
          I literally have grabbed my computer and tried to write something but i can only get a sentence written before i become distracted or i give up. I also have only gotten one suggestion on my one shot book, and i am seriously running out of ideas so i can’t update it. 
          I know no one really read this or anything because no one really cares, but the only thing i have been somewhat motivated about has been kpop. i literally have learned skz names and i am a baby stay, and now i am trying to go and learn more of NCT and Mamamoo because I love them. 
          Anyways, I love all of you, even if you didn’t read my rant, and I need you to know that you are beautiful/handsome/pretty/hot, you deserve love, and no matter who you are or what you identify as your life matters.
           ❤️❣️

novelleve

@BottomJungkookie0-0 it's okay take ur time to update no pressure. ❤
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