+ L e w i s ? +

bro i don't know if you can hear me but doctor who put me in the trenches and im calling for backup

Gosh your art is so good pamekeihwkanzbl

i feel so alienated

have you ever felt 
          ah
          how can i say this
          Unreal, for lack of better words?
          
          Feeling transparent
          When you touch something, you feel an imitation of pressure 
          Just 
          An imitation 
          An echo
          It's vibration against the air surrounding you - never truly touching
          You
          
          I don't feel like myself
          I don't feel
          Me
          I don't feel real
          I don't feel real

im a good boy please validate me

lestat from IWAV is now somewhere in my top faves in film hhoooo

you know how like
          avoiding triggers is a thing
          but what if talking is the trigger
          because I was doing just fine
          But then I responded to a fic and just... looking at what I said made me feel so insecure and overwhelmingly childish - if not naive and just flat-out stupid. 
          It was the beginning of a nauseating spiral of self-loathing and raw embarrassment for my entire being.
          I feel very horrible right now.

i love sharks so much

its so wild to think thats its my birthday i mean
          i only remembered that it was going to happen at all like
          yesterday 
          wild
          i feel indifferent

my anxiety surrounding conversations has gotten worse to the point im always at a loss and overthinking and i want to c ea s e
          talking shouldnr be rhis hard