God school is genuinely so irritating - like I will feel my creativity surging but then not be able to actually invest it in something I would like because I have like 60 things due and it doesn’t even matter if I procrastinate or not because there is always some deadline looming over me like an omen of death and then I will want to write because I have lots of ideas but I can’t bc I have to force myself to work and by the time I’m done I’m just drained and tired and don’t feel the creative buzz anymore. Like I am so motivated to write right now but my computer is broken and I have so many assignments to do