HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I'm so sorry I keep disappearing, I'm been spending a ton of time on my other account, @SWLBarnes . If you want to contact me easier, that's much better place to reach me honestly.
I was going to come back and make some joke like, "sorry I was gone, I had to leave because I love Rian Dawson" or something, but I came back to 104 notifications, many of them sweet messages and encouraging words so I just wanted to let you guys know how appreciative I am of you guys. Though I'm no longer a big member of the youtube fandom (I know I know, my name is a little ironic) I really do still care about you guys. This account has changed my life so much and so have you guys. For me to be able to have a completely crap day at school and them come home and be swarmed with compliments and kind words like this, I feel so unworthy. When I made an account on here, I never dreamed that it would get this far. You're all so amazing and you're wonderful people. I couldn't ask for a better group of people to be surrounded by in my life. Thank you guys so much for your endless support, even when I'm not able to deliver exactly what you're wanting (or anything at all). I'm truly not worthy of all of you, thank you so much. I hope you all have a very happy new year. <3