Anak, please don't ever think that I don't love you na. Mommy loves youu kaya kahit masakit for me, I decided to let you go. Lagi ka kasi mag-isa sa bahay and ang busy ko. I hope your new furparents will give you the love and care that I failed to provide, Lagi kitang naiisip at hinahanap. I miss you in every thing that I do. Yung paglabas ko ng CR you are waiting for me on the door. Mahal kita, Uno. Sobrang mahal kita. That it pains me a lot. Until now. I usually think of you na nakahiga ka sa tabi ng bed ko kung saan ka madalas natutulog. Pagdilat ng mata ko, nandun ka. Kaya somehow I am not afraid to be alone coz I have you. Mommy really doesnt know how to sleep na without you. Mahal kita, sa susunod na habangbuhay. Mas aalagaan na kita, But mommy did what she thinks the right thing to do for both of us. I hope I can still see you and kiss you like I always do. Mommy is crying but please be alive and healthy. I want to see you lalo na kapag capable na ako to take care of you. Mahal na mahal kita.
