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Just found out I was my best friends gay awakening, I AM HUMBLED UPON THIS DISCOVERY AND NOW MAKE IT MY SWORN QUEST TO ANNOY THEM ABOUT THIS UNTIL THEY REGRET TELLING ME :D

Bestie where are you 
          Come back bro :,(

GUYS FUCK WHAT I SAID ABOUT LOVE I HAVE IT NOW LETS FUCKING GOOOOO THE MOST UNLOVABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD GOT A PARTNER, HELL’S GONNA FREEZE OVER GUYS 

I JUST WATCHED THE LAST EPISODE OF YOUNG ROYALS (gay asf Netflix show that I’m obsessed with) AND IM ACTUALLY CRYING, EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER SHIT AND SHITTTTTTTT AHHHHH

lol guys guess what- some girl thinks I’m tryna steal her man and shit but wait till I pull out the gay asf card and shut that shit down XDDDD

You ever wake up and realize you’re obsessed with love because it’s something you’ll never have? Yeah, that. 

I’ve decided to stay mutual with Dream team now. George has given his evidence, and I believe is a miscommunication, and that both George and Caiti are telling the truth (sort of what @Spac3_l0ver said). But I’m not continuing Dream team one shots or anything, so.. unfuck George, he’s fine in my pov now.. 

Guys, I think it’s time I come out with this. Before I start, I want to thank everyone for supporting me. Every single comment on every one of my books made me encouraged to continue my dream of writing. I found stability in the dream smp, I found characters that I could bend at will to make my stories and ideas come to life. It started out great, but it’s turned into poison the longer I clutch onto it. It’s lost its spark, the thing that made me feel so loved, comfortable, and apart of something, now I feel deceived, hurt, and oddly grieving for people I’ve never met. I write Dream X George stories, and those stories made me a better writer, I’m not ashamed, but I know for my fragile heart, health, and happiness that it’s time to let go. I’ve been thinking about this for a while, but now that everything’s come up with George, Wilbur, Punz, and everyone I adored for years I think it’s time to grow up and wake up to reality. It’s difficult, really difficult, but I’ve decided to stop any production on Dream Smp-Dream Team-and MCYT involved stories.. I’m sorry, It truly warms my heart that people liked my stories and anxiously awaited more, but I need to think about me now, and what is healthy for me, not what is easy. Fuck all those Mc creators that I trusted, loved, and looked up to. Fuck four years of my life dedicated to loving them. And fuck the time and effort I put into defending my heart when it came to their actions. I love you all, and I’ll still be interacting with you, just no longer posting.. srsly, I love all of you, and I hope my name will some day be on a book cover that you read and enjoy <3

By the way, for anyone who wants to find any information on their own and make their own opinion, Caiti is the victim, and you can find her story by searching Caitibugzz on twitter. Please, please don’t let anyone else tell you what to feel. If you feel saddened by the situation because you supported George, let yourself feel sad. Do not disregard your own sadness just because  your emotions don’t matter when it comes to a situation you’re not apart of. You have the right to feel deceived, hurt, confused, even in a state of denial. Just don’t let anyone tell you who’s right or wrong, and what you should feel. 

TW// talk about SA
          
          Damn this is hard to do-
          
          Recent accusations against George have come up, from the victim’s mouth, he was touching a drunk girl (and while under intoxication, there is no such thing as consent.) it hasn’t been completely confirmed it is him, but I’ve gathered up evidence and suffice to say, he seems like a suspect worth considering. The victim has been suffering from memories of the incident and after listening to her story with an unbiased mind, I have made a temporary decision until George comes out with his side of the story. It’s difficult, painful even, but I’m going to continue using his character in my stories. I DO NOT SUPPORT HIM, neither do I support the things he’s accused of. I don’t want to be associated with someone who would take advantage of someone under intoxication, but writing is a true passion of mine, and characters like George, Dream, etc are personalities I enjoy writing about. I don’t care if he denies the accusations, apologizes, or says nothing at all, I will be using his name and character. Please, please separate the person and the character, I do not support him (at least, I won’t when he finally speaks up). Wilbur however is no longer apart of my account, felt like I had to make that clear…