Yukishows

Wow, um… hi :,)
          
          It’s kinda crazy to me that this account started my writing journey and now I’ve started writing my official draft for my novel. It’s insane how people are still enjoying these terrible stories I made years ago T~T 
          
          For anyone who followed my writing back in like 
          ~2023, it’s great to see you all again. And for anyone who’s recently found my work I promise I’m not this bad at writing anymore :,)
          
          I can’t even explain how weird this is for me, and honestly, I’m tempted to remake some of my old terrible stories with my present improved writing, thoughts??? I would love to connect with this community again because everyone was always so nice and boosted my confidence enough so I’d find passion in writing again. If anyone wants me to remake or continue a fan fiction I started back when I was younger, I would be so happy to consider it, considering I promised a lot and never came up with it because I lost my passion when I went into a depression. Now that I’m older and want to return, I’d like to make it up to some of you for disappearing and abandoning fics :,(
          
          If you guys don’t care for it, I won’t remake any fics or write new ones, but if you guys do want something, interact with this announcement and suggest some of my awful fics ToT (I won’t remake ships I don’t follow anymore tho, sadly)
          
          Id love to reconnect with some of you, but it’s okay if you’ve moved on like I did before <333 

Just found out I was my best friends gay awakening, I AM HUMBLED UPON THIS DISCOVERY AND NOW MAKE IT MY SWORN QUEST TO ANNOY THEM ABOUT THIS UNTIL THEY REGRET TELLING ME :D

Bestie where are you 
          Come back bro :,(

GUYS FUCK WHAT I SAID ABOUT LOVE I HAVE IT NOW LETS FUCKING GOOOOO THE MOST UNLOVABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD GOT A PARTNER, HELL’S GONNA FREEZE OVER GUYS 

I JUST WATCHED THE LAST EPISODE OF YOUNG ROYALS (gay asf Netflix show that I’m obsessed with) AND IM ACTUALLY CRYING, EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER SHIT AND SHITTTTTTTT AHHHHH

lol guys guess what- some girl thinks I’m tryna steal her man and shit but wait till I pull out the gay asf card and shut that shit down XDDDD

You ever wake up and realize you’re obsessed with love because it’s something you’ll never have? Yeah, that. 

I’ve decided to stay mutual with Dream team now. George has given his evidence, and I believe is a miscommunication, and that both George and Caiti are telling the truth (sort of what @Spac3_l0ver said). But I’m not continuing Dream team one shots or anything, so.. unfuck George, he’s fine in my pov now.. 

Guys, I think it’s time I come out with this. Before I start, I want to thank everyone for supporting me. Every single comment on every one of my books made me encouraged to continue my dream of writing. I found stability in the dream smp, I found characters that I could bend at will to make my stories and ideas come to life. It started out great, but it’s turned into poison the longer I clutch onto it. It’s lost its spark, the thing that made me feel so loved, comfortable, and apart of something, now I feel deceived, hurt, and oddly grieving for people I’ve never met. I write Dream X George stories, and those stories made me a better writer, I’m not ashamed, but I know for my fragile heart, health, and happiness that it’s time to let go. I’ve been thinking about this for a while, but now that everything’s come up with George, Wilbur, Punz, and everyone I adored for years I think it’s time to grow up and wake up to reality. It’s difficult, really difficult, but I’ve decided to stop any production on Dream Smp-Dream Team-and MCYT involved stories.. I’m sorry, It truly warms my heart that people liked my stories and anxiously awaited more, but I need to think about me now, and what is healthy for me, not what is easy. Fuck all those Mc creators that I trusted, loved, and looked up to. Fuck four years of my life dedicated to loving them. And fuck the time and effort I put into defending my heart when it came to their actions. I love you all, and I’ll still be interacting with you, just no longer posting.. srsly, I love all of you, and I hope my name will some day be on a book cover that you read and enjoy <3

By the way, for anyone who wants to find any information on their own and make their own opinion, Caiti is the victim, and you can find her story by searching Caitibugzz on twitter. Please, please don’t let anyone else tell you what to feel. If you feel saddened by the situation because you supported George, let yourself feel sad. Do not disregard your own sadness just because  your emotions don’t matter when it comes to a situation you’re not apart of. You have the right to feel deceived, hurt, confused, even in a state of denial. Just don’t let anyone tell you who’s right or wrong, and what you should feel.