Niall, I don't really know what we have anymore. We've been together for two years and we have a kid. I love you very much, but I miss you very much and I don't like having to tell our son that you'll be here later when you won't. We once had something very special, and I believe deep down we still have something special, but I feel like we never talk anymore and that we're going no where. I really wish something good can happen to us and maybe we could talk more. But I've waited day after day for you and I really wish I didn't have to wait because you're a great guy. I see nearly all of you in my baby boy, but you haven't been here for him. I don't mean to make this public, if you see this please pm me, we really need to talk about our future or what's going to happen now. No matter what, I've always got your back and you'll always be my best friend. xx
