Was thinking about delusions in relation to celebrities and idols (I wholeheartedly believe they are two different entities), and I've realized why I'm highkey obsessed with their romantic relationships.
I'm almost desperate for that illusion of being unattainably attainable, not just for my peace of mind, but for everybody.
It sort of makes my stomach sour when people get a little TOO into "That's my mans" especially when you say to a friend, "Oh yeah, that person is very attractive and blah blah blah" and their response is, "No they're mine. Find a different person to drool over." I detest that even if it's said in jest, there's always that hint of truth that's terrifying.
I also am just a disgusting romantic and am obsessed with love stories. The good, bad, and grey areas. I just want to know all about everyone's love life.