Medicine is my lawful wife and literature is my mistress. 
-Anton Chekhov

In my case,

Medicine is my wife who wants a divorce because I am not satisfying her enough. Even though we both agreed to try again, I sometimes end up at Literature's house, my best friend who lifts me through tough times by being more depressed than I already am. We drink orange soda, watch Netflix, try to sing Beethoven's music but, can't so we rap Hamilton instead, eat some mac n' cheese, ugly cry because we can, and then fall asleep. My wife although she frustrates me sometimes as married couples do, she intends to transform me into the better version of myself. She stays up late with me when I need to,  lets me listen to various unknown artists while we work, we drink coffee and share a large Snicker's bar ala Lady and the Tramp, until she introduced me to tea, she feeds me veggies like the nerd that she is, tells me stories hidden between arteries, and she makes me feel like there's always hope. I love having them both at my side. I love them both equally for they let me heal both body and soul.
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I unpublished some of my works because they make me cringe but, fear not I'm trying to get back to writing in wattpad. It has been years. Don't lose faith in me.