My girlfriend wants to kiss, but I'm not ready yet, and I'm not entirely sure I'll ever be ready. I've only ever kissed once and I was 5 years old having a picnic with a boy having a lil picnic.(I wanted my life to be like The Notebook okay-) I said 2 months after I turn 13, we can kiss, but I don't want to do that :(
What do I do? :'( She keeps persisting we kiss but I just don't want to.