all i really want is to be happy even if it's for but a moment. i want that. i want it so badly, and if it decides to leave i want it to hurt so much i can barely breathe because then i know i'll be able to look back one day and know there was a time where nothing was just okay. 

i'll remember being a comet and you being my sky and together we were something that resembled happiness. it will be worth it. 

so dry your feet at the welcome mat and join me.