My name is yuki. I'm a girl, obviously (duh). Minor. 9th grade student. Barely functioning. Intelligence? Questionable.

Romance? You must be joking. Love is dead. (Unless it's where we both destroy each other mentally and physically)

I read/watch Yaoi/yuri for reasons, even the universe can't explain. Yeah, I consume it like air. No, I don't "relate." Yes, I still enjoy it.

Mental illness? Roommates. Sleep schedule? A rumour. Will to live? Already waiting in the Afterlife. Sanity? Gone.

Socially? Flip a coin. With some, I can tolerate conversation. With others. Y'know.

Gore? Lovely. There's something honest in how it doesn't pretend. Give me blood, but make it sparkle with light in the snow.

Lazy? Yes. MBTI? No idea! (my doctor is already on the last straw with me). Half here, half daydreaming. Sometimes, i will listen to your crap, sometimes not.




A few fun facts:

Languages: I know a lot of languages and can understand them. Don't expect me to answer if you text first.

Fandoms: I'm in LOT of Fandoms. (I will probably know yours if you talk about it, popular or not.)

Musik: All of it. None of it. I don't play favourites.

School: ... surviving. Grades exist. Let's just... not romanticize them.

Hobbys: Drawing, ig. Play piano and guitar.

Addictions: Smoking (cigarettes), drinking (alcoholic or not, idgaf).

Facts: I have a lot of problems. I mean trauma and shit like that. Like BDD, eating disorder, bipolar disorder, social anxiety, panic disorder, C-ptsd, bulimia nervosa, Adhd/asd, learning disorders (dyslexia and dyscalculia), BPD, sleep disorder, dissociative disorder, misanthropic and OCD (all of them were tested <P). And the cherry on top, I'm Schizophrenic and suicidal! :3

Probably a masochist and Sadist too, love the feeling of power, getting hurt, and obviously the thought of death.


Old habits die hard, it seems.


In the end, even stars choose destruction over life.