Everybody as some of you are well aware I lost a cherished and good friend on July 4 2018. Now I know what people say because I’ve heard it a million times. I don’t want anyone to tell me how they feel and tonight it hit me harder then it has any night. I’m could and he would lay next to me and warm me up. Now that can’t happen ever again. I have to ask the question, should I keep going or go see someone and talk it out?