This is gonna be the most random thing ever but…
I was about to get in the shower and right before I did I started staring at myself in the mirror pointing out all my stupid flaws “I’m so fat..” or “god I’m so ugly..” and when I got in the shower I started crying thinking to myself “I’m sorry I’m so annoying I’m sorry I’m so ugly I’m sorry I don’t get good grades” etc. and I remember think after about 10 minutes I started thinking about Colby, his smile, his laugh etc. and it made me happy it made me feel like I have a purpose i guess.. and so basically this is a thank you to Colby because if it wasn’t for him I honestly probably wouldn’t be here writing this so thank you colby I know your not gonna see this but thank you..