Have you ever had the feeling when you keep thinking of that one person and they begin to take over your life. That feeling that causes you and your best friend to fight? And then you meet another person and start to think he/she is a better friend than your best friend but you don't care. That feeling when, you think of that one person, you burst into tears. That feeling when you do something bad and it stars to become an addiction... Again. That feeling when you can't get over someone 1000 miles away, even though you've never met. That feeling when you start to become depressed, or stop eating, and start noticing more. That feeling when you realize friends are fake, and most of the time their just using you. That feeling when people always ask ask, "Are you okay?" and you get pissed and try not to break down in front of everyone because everything is not doing well at all. And you can't control your actions and turn to the one true friend that can take the pain away, that silver, shiny, piece of metal. And you can't help but think that the one person, you ALWAYS think of, would not be of you at all.
Yeah. I've got all those feelings. I hide them under a smile, and that smile can't last forever. It cracks sometimes when people push it to far. But one day that all changed. I met someone who could take away all the pain, just with 3 little words. But something went wrong, and I'm not sure what yet, but If that one special person is reading this, good, I've got a message for you, "I still love you." And I miss you. I'll wait for you. However long it takes. And just so you know who I'm talking to, I'll explain some things.
"You're scared of frogs?"
"My football number is #7."
"We'll get married in 2020 or 2021."
"Your favorite hobby is hitting people."
"My new habit is biting and licking my lips."
"Little Me by Little Mix reminds me of you."
If you still love me, don't worry, I still love you. Never stopped. #You_Know_Who_You_Are :)
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