ZBSA14

I got offered a really nice internship that my resume would have loved, and I straight up did horribly in the interview lool. I basically told them that I'm not fit for the job yet. 
          	I don't have time for an internship in my week right now anyway, so I don't know if I should laugh or cry-

Yasjonas

@ZBSA14 something better insha allah will be coming ur way
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adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness [ 17th september 2025, wednesday ] 
          
          broken fury, dead incitement, delirium stitched in emotions. yearning winds, fanning destructions, branches that bury their homelands. 
          
          systemic disorientations, horrors owed to joys that bleed. mysterious differences, confusions constructed, alarms that ring but souls that refuse to awaken. 
          
          blaring conquerors, forgotten tunnels, coffee cooling beside unmade dread. thrumming fingertips, raging purposes, metamorphosis: humans crawling, carrying everyday banters. 
          
          the sun with a thousand eyes, the night with hidden crimes, feathers drowned in poet's ink. sorrows of lyrics, wings lost in the blue, life that feeds one melancholy, souls distilling it into hope. 
           #adropofhumanity

adropofhumanity

a token of kindness [ 24th august, 2025 — sunday ] 
          
          where comes the chaos? soar and sin, the culprit,
          from the lodging inns. surrendered and sought,
          beavering, bold— a little of the timid, a lot of the known. 
          
          swinging with pride, doors left unknocked,
          a guest invited under intoxication’s hold.
          forging, jeopardising, guided by homely apple-pie servings; bruised words swept beneath the rug of humility. 
          
          barks and bellows, odours, open wounds,
          entangled chairs and a single creaking move.
          whisper, then wait, tremors that carry
          a mouth of screams— beginning and dying
          in a parched throat. 
          
          kalopsia and kites— a guest like ropeburn,
          pricking like wine. mindful maps, mindless routes,
          sanctuaries like lies that bury the truth.
          shadows stumble, shoes fade—
          a blessing strikes a menace, transforming a paper cut into a prayer. 
           #adropofhumanity 

makeitmatter

Wait, you are in your 12th school? So you basically changed schools every year?

ZBSA14

@makeitmatter Not every year, actually. That number includes preschool, and the school that I did kindergarten in India at the age of 4, before having to repeat kindergarten in the US. In 5th grade I was enrolled in two schools (legally).
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ZBSA14

I got offered a really nice internship that my resume would have loved, and I straight up did horribly in the interview lool. I basically told them that I'm not fit for the job yet. 
          I don't have time for an internship in my week right now anyway, so I don't know if I should laugh or cry-

Yasjonas

@ZBSA14 something better insha allah will be coming ur way
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tala-al-badru

zainaaa - i remember you published a book once that was in my tbr

tala-al-badru

@ZBSA14 ahh I'm the opposite - I love having loads of free time so I can fill it with doing the things I love and learning the things I love but my degree is getting a lil difficult ':) 
            
            I'm glad you're enjoying your work tho ❤️ hope things get easy for you 
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tala-al-badru

@ZBSA14 I'll wait for you ان شاءاللہ ^^ ❤️
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ZBSA14

@tala-al-badru Alhamdulillah, super duper busy. I hate being bored and I'm enjoying my work but sometimes it's overwhelming! 
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