I was at work talking and laughing wid my colleagues n friends wen i saw a tweet on my tl. I was disgusted first.. to think some people wud fake someone's death for retweets. But the person whose tweet i saw wud never be so mean. I clicked the articles dat kept pouring, each of dem i cud not believe... I wanted to not believe.. i still can't.. but even before the official statement got released..i already felt numb... Even that 1% hope i held on to wen dey said he was on life support cudnt hold back d dreading fear.. of losing someone u love so suddenly without a reason. Dis scares me.. never getting a chance to say i love u or goodbye.. not even a chance to hold on to d person n not let go... Also made me realize i hv to try harder.. to never take a person for granted... Datz y i won't tell u come talk to me.. i know firsthand how difficult it is to let all of it out... I will say i am here.. always n anytime.. i am not letting u go.. i am here wid an open heart n unbiased mind... Will be d ear to listen, the shoulder to lean on, the hug to warm u up, i will be.. just talk to me plz. U r so so much more dan dose voices tell u, n i will say dia to u every single moment.