I feel like a big disappointment to literally everyone and I’m really trying…. It hurts even more bc people think I’m not… I js want someone to be proud of me or to be proud to be around me but idk…. Maybe ima go quiet and maybe ima js do everything everyone tells me to do and be a shell…. Idk… I feel like I mess up every single day and even tho it’s small, someone points out all my flaws and mistakes… I don’t want to be anyone’s biggest mistake or their biggest regret….. but i always am…. Maybe everyone is better without me ig……