today is one of the worst days in my life, i struggled sm & i had to just pretend like everything was fine & continue with my day like nothing happened & move on & i still have to do it rn but i'm too tired to so it now again
i'm so sick of dealing with shit on my own just bc my parents don't recognize mental problems
i'm hiding an ed which my mum used to suspect & if i get caught it will ruin everything for me but at least someone's finally going to pay attention to me & acknowledge there's a problem