I haven't updated anything since like forever, I'm really sorry for that. Something happened and it's too much for me/for my family to bear but to be honest... I need someone to inspire me, to bring back my fire in writing this story. I really need motivation. I am trying my best to write the next chapter but everytime I was going to start, it just slips away. The idea slips away. The motivation slips away. Everything slips away.