Zandurr

For my next LOG fic. Would you like a Jeremy x Landon x Nikolai book. Or a omegaverse one to read?

BabygirlCathy

You should do this book I would so read it
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Zandurr

@BabygirlCathy the omega verse one his mate is nameless. The other one he was trying to set Nikolai up with Jeremy and his brother. I was thinking maybe he was with ces secretly in the threesome one because they wore working together to get the three together. Or I was gonna have a random name male I make up end up with him :/ I didn’t really think that far ahead. Because of what the plotline is for the three way one is was what if it was Landon and not Brandon that  went to the insataion 
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BabygirlCathy

 It who would you pair Brandon with my baby needs love and affection to
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Zandurr

For my next LOG fic. Would you like a Jeremy x Landon x Nikolai book. Or a omegaverse one to read?

BabygirlCathy

You should do this book I would so read it
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Zandurr

@BabygirlCathy the omega verse one his mate is nameless. The other one he was trying to set Nikolai up with Jeremy and his brother. I was thinking maybe he was with ces secretly in the threesome one because they wore working together to get the three together. Or I was gonna have a random name male I make up end up with him :/ I didn’t really think that far ahead. Because of what the plotline is for the three way one is was what if it was Landon and not Brandon that  went to the insataion 
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BabygirlCathy

 It who would you pair Brandon with my baby needs love and affection to
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lil_Moonlight

I just stumbled across your profile, your LOG fanfics are amazing. I hope your doing okay, with being stalked by someone. Do you have any idea why they're stalking you?

Zandurr

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@lil_Moonlight it’s just paranoia is all - I’m working on getting therapy aswell to work through this my trust issues she’s causing. And hoping with the therapy doccuments it can get an order of some sorts to make her leave me the fuck alone.. or something with emotional distress 
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lil_Moonlight

Oh, i'm happy books are a coping mechanism for you, and i'm happy you found someone new. Maybe try opening up a little, bit by bit. It may help. Trust and vulnerability are key factors within a relationship. Don't over do it, just do it to your comfortability level.
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Zandurr

@lil_Moonlight it lasted a year. Due to my chronically bad social anxiety I never have many pepole and they knew that.  My current partner contuously attempts to get me to open up and yet I don’t I rather sit and right it into books 
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user2728

Omg r u getting stalked?? U need to report that to the poilce hope your okay 

Zandurr

@user2728 currently I’m just playing figure out what accs are theirs and block em :) but  it’s harder due to it being a cyber stalker to get evdince its them
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user2728

@user2728 late, but I forgot they say that :( so sorry, any updates? Maybe try a restraining order
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Zandurr

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They told me senice they haven’t done anything violet they can’t do shit 
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Zandurr

The eyes
          
          Eyes..
          Their everywhere-
          Every little thing
          They see
          
          They won’t let you free-
          The want, the need
          Aparently if it’s not with
          Them to,
          Then it’s wrong.
          
          Only solution is to rekindle
          When they claim you wore the villain 
          
          Their existence shockwaves
          Emotions buried,
          Breath labored & broken
          
          The eyes,
          They force you to 
          Have to stop talking 
          With who you love
          
          The eyes,
          Always peeping.
          Theirs no freedom
          
          The eyes set one 
          Not free - but
          Instead they send
          Them into a endless spiral
          
          They’re a toxic brown…

Zandurr

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To the ex that’s been stalking me. If you see this because I still don’t know what the fuck your alt account is on here.
          
          You need to fucking stop it. It doesn’t matter who friends me or who doesn’t. Expically when you hurt them how you hurt me.
          
          People harmed in the same light psychology states will always come together to trama bound. But even then. You need to stop stalking it.
          
          But if you must known, I heard from a mutual of mine and theirs they wore not doing okay because you put them through what you did and I. 
          
          And I being the person, and adult I am. Put my differences aside, became a better person. And didn’t let them go through what I did alone while being with you.
          
          Oh, and if you could disspear and leave what we all do alone. That would be nice, I will not, and my parents will not hesitate to sue you to hell and back if you don’t stop stalking me, and anyone I’m friended.
          
          2) can we ever make up? No. The things you’ve done have made us mentally fucking crash to where a mention of talking to you for rejoice cause a hyperventilating attack. For the life of god stop, I know why you want to. And I feel bad for the alters attached to be that get this treatment because of your dumb ass actions.
          
          But, when the host sucks alters will falter to. You made the grave. Lie in, roll over, and let the dirt drown you. Alike what we wanna do to the memories we have with you.
          
          Oh, and for the love of god. You don’t own the name azreal and Tobias. Fuck off. Yes, I still obsesse over those names. 
          
          Always have.
          
          Now, I’m done.
          Leave us be to be with who we want and talk to who we want without being a problem to them you, as the British say cunt.