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Know your place TrAsH

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Did I love her?  Yeah, I did.  I wanted to hold her hand, I wanted to cuddle with her, I wanted to tell her she is beautiful.  I wanted.  But now I want something else.  I want my girlfriend to be face to face with me, I want to hold my girlfriend's hand, I want to kiss her lips and tell her she is beautiful.  If I have a girlfriend now, then why do I still think about Rachel?  Because of the way she ripped my heart into shreds.  Because of the way she pushed me down a never-ending cliff that I feel like I was falling in forever... Until... She showed up.  She grabbed my hand, pulled me up and told me, "it's not over yet." I never thought a person I've been best friends with for years could be my girlfriend.  I know the risks of the heartbreak but when I look at her, the first thing I think of is, "i love her.  You can't tell me otherwise".  Sure we do make fun of each other but it's fun to laugh with her.  It's fun to talk to her.  It's fun to waste hours on the phone even though we are talking.  Sure I did like Rachel but i love my girls much more.  She has been there for me when i need her and i know she will never let me down.  Except when it an actual emergency

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Bruh.  I just read something that reminded me of my ex crush.  It said "I waved my hand awkwardly and looked at him.  He giggled.  It was so soft and cute.  That was the first time we made eye contact.  It was scary but... Nice..." Or something like that and I just got reminded the first time I saw Rachel smile and how i remember how lost i got in her sea-blue eyes.  Her pale skin matched her pale skin that stopped down to her shoulders and her face covered in little dots of freakles.  The way she wrote her name in cursive was beautiful.  But she never looked up to think about those things with me so I try not to care anymore.  I'm really happy I'm with my girlfriend that I'm with but i have so much anxiety talking about her and with her over certain things.  My anxiety isn't going to be put on the web because i don't know what my girlfriend's opinion would be on it.  I do regret not talking to Rachel but she would honestly never of dated me because the word got out pretty fast and because I'm "female" she won't date me.  Her fault honestly because she is missing a pretty "okay" guy

ZanecanWatpad

Anyone know the movie IT...?
          And the characters

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We are making a new law and if you see this you have to do it
          Every time you type Wakiya you have to tag me
          Or I will suck a gun with CallmeCarson on a Tuesday afternoon with RaccoonEggs throwing up blood behind us because he deep throated the gun and pulled the trigger on accident