ANOTHER THING
do you ever wonder what your purpose in life is?
Actually-
Do you ever have like a massively strong impulse or instinct to do something, you've never felt such an urge before, and it just comes out of nowhere? Like it's almost like a calling. In your mind you think "I want to do that, I NEED to do that. This feels like my purpose, it's why I don't just stop altogether. THIS. is what is keeping me going, keeping me alive. Sure it would sound strange to other people, it may sound unusual, ridiculous, make me seem naive and aloof. But nothing, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING will stop me from wanting to do this."
It could be, like see for ME
It's just...
Like I want to protect someone. I want to help them. IDK that's what it feels like. That's what I can make of it. I just have. This massive instinctive need to protect this human. To be friends with said human. I just want to hug the human being. The human that is stuck inside my brain.
Now if you know me, you might know who I'm talking about. But for the love of God don't ask or question me.
It seems impossible for me, but I guess that's what a passion or a dream is. Something that seems out of reach or ridiculous to everyone else, maybe even yourself sometimes, but you still strive to achieve it. It spurrs you on. A reason for living, sort of. You know?