ZarWrites

Your books are awesome, they have make my day everyday

Dudes, thank you.
          
          I am barely on Wattpad anymore and I mostly write for myself but I really look here and feel... mostly good.
          
          Here’s some tea. As was most likely VERY obvious, I was incredibly new to both fandom culture and life in general when I was writing here, so that led to a lot of cringe. 
          
          I am still proud of myself for writing as much as I did but hoo boy looking back do I cringe. I know that I’ve improved a lot as I’ve grown and who knows, maybe one day you guys will see that in future works.
          
          Anyway, this is my disclaimer to any new people stumbling across old works: I WAS YOUNG. I said some weird stuff. I said some great stuff too let’s be honest but a lot of it would maybe be frowned upon or questioned because I didn’t really understand a lot about the world. 
          
          You all are very very nice people and you leave lovely comments but sometimes I see a comment questioning one sentence or a thin plot thread and something under my skin just squirms like, “yeah... you really wrote that.” I hope you all can believe that I’ve really matured and grown as a person since then and learned quite a bit more about the world. 
          
          So anyway I guess for my own mental health I had to address this though most of you probably understand that already. 
          
          Stay safe. Be kind. I love you all! 

Thank you for your books. They made me happier. Just like the people you wrote about. Even if you arn't some silly person on YouTube you make me happier.

So...
          It's been a while, huh?
          I haven't updated a story in what, six months?
          That's too long. 
          I'm working on some other ideas, and I am planning to pick up writing again on the other stories. I might put some on Hiatus and start new ones, or finish those old ones and then start the new ones. 
          I don't want anything to seem rushed though, so I have to come up with something. 
          Also, as you may have noticed, I took down my sequel. That is NOT because I thought the story should have ended where it was, though that is kind of it. I wanted to go back and re-write the original. I'm keeping the (original) original up probably until I finish the re-write, but I'm not sure. 
          I know it's weird for me to pick up after school starts, but hey, I can't control my creative flow. 
          Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm not dead, and I really am trying to get these chapters out. I know some of you have been asking for updates, for months, and haven't gotten anything. I really am sorry.
          There is, of course, the other issue that I haven't exactly been keeping up with much of these YouTubers anymore. I still love them, but I've been less interested in their content now, and it makes me feel kind of guilty. I'll try to catch up though and get more ideas and stuff. 
          I'm gonna go now. Gotta write. 
          <3

I'll be taking a break from updating to work on Christmas specials ^^
          Just wanted you to know. Also, they won't follow the plot of the actual story unless I say, sooo just wanted to let you know!

OH MAH GA! GUYS! WE JUST HIT 100 FOLLOWERS!!
          This is so incredible, never did I ever think that 100 people would be reading my stories! I'd like to thank my 100th follower, BreeWantsToBattle @NightfuryLover5, and also my amazing Wattpad friends @RomeaveSisters and @confused_lil_potato, you guys are both huge inspirations and incredible friends! Thank you all!

Oh my gosh!! Guys!! We're five followers away from 100!! I know this is cliche, but when I started, I seriously didn't expect this to happen. I was a terrible writer back then, just getting into it, and I didn't know all that much about all the proper grammar and sentence placement stuffs I know now. Not to mention, Broken - My first ever story - is almost at 30k reads! I seriously can't thank you guys enough for all of the encouragement and self-confidence you've given me. So just on behalf of myself, I'd like to wish you all a very merry Christmas. A happy Hanukkah (did I spell that right?). A very merry/happy whatever holiday you celebrate! You guys have given me so much! And what I think would be amazing, is if we reached 100 followers before Christmas. I haven't updated much or at all yet this month, so I'm going to be working on some Christmas specials (along with some normal chapters) for the rest of the month. Now I know I've been rambling a lot, but I also want to mention that my first year anniversary here in Wattpad is approaching. In roughly a month, this account will be one year old!! I honestly can't believe it's been going on this long. Anyway, once again, from the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best. And happy holidays here on Wattpad! 

Hey guys! I'll be out of town for a few days and may not be able to update. I'm going to see some relatives for Thanksgiving, but I will try my best to catch up, Trash's Honor! I'll see ya guys soon!

ATTENTION PEOPLES!!
          
          I just wanted to say that I think I should really start notifying you when I put out a new book. For example, I know a lot of you probably just followed me because of the Youtuber books I have, but that's not all I write about. If you're into things like Harry Potter for example, then I just started a new Harry Potter Fanfiction I encourage all Potterheads to read. I will update it every Saturday, but just to get it going will probably update in-between as well. I just wanted to make sure my followers get notified when I put out a new story, and make sure you guys are having a good time reading my stories! That's all for now, and remember, that's just a note. AN AUTHOR'S NOTE!!!! Thanks for reading!

I looked at your profile, I thought it was cool. :3