One day [a fairytale princess]

So, there was once this girl, who, ever since her childhood dreamed of escaping from the responsibilities of her life. She even came up with a plan, but considering she was the oldest person she knew, she knew that she would have to wait a very long time till she could try it.
It involved one of childhood friends helping her out one day, but seeing as he was just finishing highschool, she knew she had to wait longer. So, she does what any girl in a situation they can't control does. She agrees.
Not that agreeing was bad, but she ended up with alot more lovers down the lime then she thought. It included even a large forray of internet video chat lovers as well as some in persons she couldn't remember the name of.
But, seeing as she never planned on staying still for as long as she did. as the secounds faded into minutes into hours, days into dacades. 
She realized maybe the time she spent on her destractions wasn't worth how far she got lost in becoming someone she wasn't all the sake of a plan that fell through. Only for her to realize there might not be an escape for her, and all the responsibility she had run from would one day consume her life. With people she had once held dear, using her till end of her days, where nothing is as it seems and there was never anyone to save her, so just when she thought she was able to save herself, things would change so completely and not in her favor once so ever, she realized the only way out was to give up her freedom and take up the responsiblities she had never wanted to begin with, not even for what she was searching for anyways.
 That maybe lonliness doesn't end, and all we are left with is that which we can salvage for ourself.