No words can express how much grief and sadness I assume you must be feeling. Your sister must have been a kind, generous soul. I know the sheer amount of pain and suffering your body is coping with makes your heart weigh an impossible amount. I assure you, Elanor would be smiling down at all your loved ones and mostly, yourself. I cannot express my sadness at your beautiful sister’s departure from this world, but trust me, she’ll be better up in Heaven. She won’t be sick, she won’t be suffering, and most of all, she’ll be looking forward to seeing your face again each day. I’m so so so sorry for your loss, and if there’s anything I can do, please feel free to share.